oooh,switchfoot's coming out with a new album!


nothing is sound.sounds interesting.can't wait.wheee.

didn't go for gb today.had rashes yesterday cos i stepped into the fugly-dusty pe room to take hockey sticks.tsks,and my rashes came.doctor said i can't go for gb cos there's drill and i'm not supposed to perspire.hah.mc again.i've seen three doctors this week.tsks.first the polyclinic doctor,then the dentist and finally dr goh.family doctor.

i guess the doctors must have been praying hard after not seeing me in their clinic for two years.except the dentist.i see her every 6 months.(: my teeth are healthy. :D

tuition was much better today.at least i've perfected the 'completing the square'.(:

i must get rid of these headaches,somehow or another.they keep bringing flashbacks that make me laugh at my foolishness and make my cry at my actions.yes.i was a foolish young twit.i was a fool and the fooled and am still a fool filled with food.doesn't make sense but i care not.

foolish juvenile days.yet i miss that few special days.-shrugs.math is really driving me nuts.

math sucks.

ok.i want to resume all my music lessons for everything.bass,drum,piano and maybe ballet.but being quidless,i should just shut up.

i love strawberry yoghurt and lim jelly.i want ben and jerry's and fish and co..i just want to resume my binging.when i'm sad i binge,when i'm happy i binge,when i'm hungry i binge,when i'm angry i binge.my life seems to be about binging.and that is not good.gluttony is a sin.so obviously,i have to stop binging.but if i stop binging,i wouldn't grow horizontally or veritcally,therefore i should just binge.

food

i live for God and to eat.and i live to eat too duh.i must write an ode to food someday. :D

there're some things in this world you just can't change,

and i just agree so much with that line.-points up.thats one thing i regret doing.and if you know me,i hardly regret doing anything.well,in this case i regretted not doing something.sometimes when i close my eyes,it haunts me.every bit of me is filled with utter regret.and running away from under that umbrella didn't help much.it was a good feeling that i ran away from.wth is wrong with me?!

who cares.whats done is done and over.cant change it.like how much i constantly splurge on food to make me better and when i finish,it doesn't make me fat nor does it have the slightest effect on me.i just burp.):

oh well.there's drill tmr and on friday.for me.and some other people.and monday's gb day.get ready to be black agn.two days,shouldn't be much of a hassle.the hassle's in the contact lenses.get dry easily.tsks.j

have to say plenty of thanks to enna.she's the best-i-could-ever-have asl.love you man!

some things you can't see until it gets too late.